Damn, it’s been a while bruh….
Ive been going through some shit right now. Not to sound cliche but my mom is going crazy, like legitimately insane. Everyone in my house sees it, but nobody’s doin shit about it. And i cant even get the fuck out of my house. Ever since my dad found out i was selling pills he had had my balls in a vice. I even admitted that what i did was fuckin stupid. But every time i go out he assumes im getting high which is complete bullshit because NOT ALL MY FRIENDS DO DRUGS. I hate living in my house. Its not a safe environment, in fact, i havent drawn and finished it since i came back from PR. And along with this plate of bullshit i still have like 14 more plates of more bullshit. I havent even wanted to smoke and drink or even hang out with beast crew and my closest friends. I just want to be alone. And i can never be alone in this fuckin house. I cant even take a shower without somebody barging in to piss. And i cant even shit in peace because my fuckin 20-who-gives-a-fuck year old brother is allways needing the bathroom. I cant even tell him to fuck off becouse he has “personal problems and is going the a rough time” well who gives a fuck?! I would care if he wasnt such a prick to me all the fucking time and my parents act like hes the only one who can have problems. Well i say FUUUUCK THAAAAT i got plenty of shit to deal with too. Its fucked up how he could be an asshole and get away with it. I cant even have sundays to my self because every fucking morning my fuckin dilliusonal ass mother wakes me the fuck up to take me to church. Its just me and her who goes which is bullsht because shes fine with no body in my house going but god forbid i say i dont want to go, she acts like a sacrificed a virgin then buttfucked a goat screamin hail lucifer! She doesnt even go to church for god, she goes to church to show off how much of a good person she is with her fake perfect life with her fake friends that she never talks to and to show off her “perfect lil angel” me. Shes a fake catholic. Ya know once i got into an argument with her and she made up a bible verse. I would prefer to worship my lord the way i want to, pray on my own time, worship in my own way. I dont need to be around people that i dont even like to understand gods love for me. Everyone in my house knows my mon is batshit crazy but nobody dis shit to fix it! Its pathetic really. Ugh, im done for tonight. I guess i needed to vent or someshit. Goodnight tumblr…
why would I treat my best friend who is basically family to me and the rest of my family like a bitch?
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